Saturday, February 13, 2010 4:12 AM
It seems that i'm starting afresh here. Well , what can i say. Oohh , before i start , somthing i wish to say. Everything that is being type here , its my own feelings & rants. So , please , you know what to do. :))
I admit that every fights btwn me & her , always starts with me. I know i ain't perfect. I follow my ego. Thats why i wanna try & kick this bad habit of mine. Truthfully whatever u said , everything is right. No wrongs. Every man is the same. More of a sweet talk. But i ain't one. Evrytime i try , i fail. But most importantly , i've learned. Be it me , you , anyone , i believe there's a possibilty of improvements. Basically , time is needed. Without the most precious time , you can't succeed. I've done alot of things that is bad. One thing for sure , my past became a history. No one can ever know , even my own gf. I'm sorry , but i have to mum to myself. If i would tell the whole world , then you guys thinks , i talk big & world of coz. So if you know abt me , mum to yourself. Sometimes its better to keep it to yourself. The future depends on what we do in the present. As i grow to understand life less & less , i learn to love it more & more. Happiness ? When one door of happiness closes , another opens , but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. I have learned to seek my happiness by limiting my desires, rather than attempting to satisfy them. Failure ? What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything ? The greatest ppl sometimes overshoot themselves , but then their very mistakes are so many lessons of instruction. Success ? The ppl who makes a success of an important venture never wails for the crowd. He/her strikes out for him/herself. It takes nerve , it takes a great lot of grit , but the person that succeeds has both. Anyone can fail. The public admires the person who has enough confidence in himself to take a chance. These chances are the main things after all. The ppl who tries to succeed must expect to be criticized. Nothing important was ever done but the greater number consulted previously doubted the possibility. Success is the accomplishment of that which most people think can't be done. Well ppl , i dare not say that i succeed evrytime. I dare say , i've fail. When you fail , you try to stand on your on feet again. Never ask anyone for help to the settlement of your own probs.
Just so you know dear , i'm not willing to even lose you. Afterall , a promise is a promise. I'll see to the promise & i'll achive. By then , you'll read this. ily :')
Signing off the first time,
Razi :)
